For a while i was listening this , try to believe that something is gonna happens, soon:
When love arrives by Sarah Kay & Phil Kaye

[Sarah & Phil]
I knew exactly what love looked like...
In seventh grade

[Sarah]
Even though I hadn't met love yet
If love had wandered into my homeroom
I would have recognized him at first glance
Love wore a hemp necklace

[Phil]
I would have recognized her at first glance
Love wore a tight French braid

[Sarah]
Love played acoustic guitar
And knew all my favorite Beatles songs

[Phil]
Love wasn't afraid to ride the bus with me

[Sarah & Phil]
And I knew

[Sarah]
I just must be searching the wrong classroom

[Phil]
Just must be checking the wrong hallways
She was there, I was sure of it

[Sarah]
If only I could find him

[Sarah & Phil]
But when love finally showed up

[Phil]
She had a bowl cut

[Sarah]
He wore the same clothes every day for a week

[Phil]
Love hated the bus

[Sarah]
Love didn't know anything about the Beatles

[Sarah & Phil]
Instead

[Phil]
Every time I tried to kiss love

[Sarah & Phil]
Our teeth got in the way

[Sarah]
Love became the reason I lied to my parents

[Phil]
"I'm going to... Ben's house"

[Sarah]
Love had terrible rhythm on the dance floor
But made sure we never missed a slow song

[Phil]
Love waited by the phone because she knew if her father picked up it would be

[Sarah (Phil)]
"Hello ?" (*Heavy breathing*)
"Hello ?" (*Heavy breathing*)
"I guess they hung up"

[Phil]
And love grew

[Sarah]
Stretched like a trampoline

[Phil]
Love changed

[Sarah]
Love disappeared... slowly
Like baby teeth, losing parts of me I thought I needed

[Phil]
Love vanished like an amateur magician
Everyone could see the trapdoor but me

[Sarah]
Like a flat tire
There were other places I had planned on going

[Sarah & Phil]
But my plans didn't matter

[Sarah]
Love stayed away for years
And when love finally reappeared, I barely recognized him

[Phil]
Love smelled different now, had darker eyes

[Sarah]
A broader back
Love came with freckles I didn't recognize

[Phil]
New birthmarks, a softer voice

[Sarah]
Now there were new sleeping patterns

[Phil]
New favorite books

[Sarah]
Love had songs that reminded him of someone else

[Phil]
Songs love didn't like to listen to

[Sarah & Phil]
So did I...

[Phil]
But we found a park bench that fit us perfectly

[Sarah]
We found jokes that make us laugh

[Phil]
And now love makes me fresh homemade chocolate chip cookies

[Sarah]
But love will probably finish most of them for a midnight snack

[Phil]
Loves looks great in lingerie but still likes to wear her retainer

[Sarah]
Love is a terrible driver, but a great navigator

[Phil]
Love knows where she's going
It just might take her two hours longer than she planned

[Sarah]
Love is messier now

[Phil]
Not as simple

[Sarah]
Love uses the word "boobs" in front of my parents

[Phil]
Love chews two loud

[Sarah]
Love leaves the cap off the toothpaste

[Phil]
Love uses smiley faces in her text messages

[Sarah]
And turns out

[Sarah & Phil]
Love shits!

[Sarah]
But love also cries
And love will tell you, "You are beautiful"

[Phil]
And mean it

[Sarah (Phil)]
Over and over again ("You are beautiful")
When you first wake up- ("You are beautiful")
When you've just been crying- ("You are beautiful")
When you don't wanna hear it- ("You are beautiful")
When you don't believe it- ("You are beautiful")
When nobody else will tell you, ("You are beautiful")
Love still thinks... ("...")

[Sarah]
You are beautiful

[Phil]
But love is not perfect and will sometimes forget

[Sarah]
When you need to hear it most

[Sarah & Phil]
You are beautiful

[Sarah]
Do not forget this

[Phil]
Love is not who you were expecting
Love is not what you can predict

[Sarah]
Maybe love is in New York City already asleep
You are in California, Australia, wide awake
Maybe love is always in the wrong timezone

[Phil]
Maybe love is not ready for you
Maybe you are not ready for love

[Sarah]
Maybe love just isn't the marrying type

[Phil]
Maybe the next time you see love is twenty years after the divorce
Love looks older now, but just as beautiful as you remember

[Sarah]
Maybe love is only there for a month

[Phil]
Maybe love is there for every firework, every birthday party, every hospital visit

[Sarah]
Maybe love stays

[Phil]
Maybe love can't

[Sarah & Phil]
Maybe love shouldn't...

[Phil]
Love arrives exactly when love is supposed to
And love leaves exactly when love must

[Sarah]
When love arrives say,

[Sarah & Phil]
"Welcome, make yourself comfortable"

[Phil]
If love leaves, ask her to leave the door open behind her

[Sarah]
Turn off the music, listen to the quiet

[Phil]
Whisper,

[Sarah & Phil]
"Thank you for stopping by"

Hace algunos meses me mudé a un pequeño departamento en la zona más bonita de uno de los distritos mas seguros y turísticos de la ciudad; desde entonces siempre he tenido encuentros divertidos, gente que me intersecta y me pregunta cosas o simplemente quiere conocerme, me parece fascinante, tomar los riesgos y conocer un extraño; un día fue así como conocí a mi nuevo grupo de amigos, entonces por qué no?
Fue un día de esos en el que conocí al señor Robinson, intercambiamos números y tras varios intentos fallidos de encontrarnos un día cuando iba caminando por mi barrio lo vi conversando con la mesera en la puerta de un bar de la calle Berlin.
Recuerdo que cuando me vio caminado, corrió hacia mi y me abrazo super fuerte y me beso la frente, y me dijo, por fin, por fin te volví a encontrar, me presento a sus amigos y me invito a tomar una cerveza, parecía un tipo confiable, toda la noche lo descubrí mirándome a la cara y susurrándome al oído lo hermosa que era, algo de lo que no estoy totalmente convencida pero parecía sincero.
El quería ser mi amigo, se esforzaba por serlo, para mi todo estaba bien, era extraño el hecho que entendiera que yo era una persona desequilibrada y me decía a menudo estas tan rota como yo y te entiendo, y aún entonces no había compartido nada con el.
Tengo por costumbre advertir a los chicos que conozco que no se esfuercen tanto conmigo, que no tengo interés y que sobretodo estaba enfocada en otras cosas como para matar toda diminuta esperanza en mi; se lo advertí, y me dijo no te preocupes estoy muerto por dentro, no podrías lastimarme no tengo sentimientos.
Me mintió, se enamoro de la persona menos indicada, expuso sus sentimientos y fui cruel, no supe que decir y solo atine a decirle que no podía ser mi amigo y no debería verme mas, entonces el tipo que por cierto era alguna especie de soldado americano que había aniquilado a varios enemigos y solo buscaba curar su alma por todas las atrocidades que había cometido, se enamoró y suplico por ayuda: "Ayúdame Ana, sólo tu puedes hacerlo. Ayúdame por favor ..."
Quería ayudarlo, pero no sabía como, no podía prometerle que iba a desarrollar sentimientos por el, porque era mentira, porque no pasaría, porque yo estaba amando con todo mi corazón a otra persona, creía con devoción en otros planes que se desarrollaban en mi cabeza, recuerdo que se lo comenté no para destruirlo, sino para que entienda porque no podía corresponderle.
El soldadito me obligaba a tomar una decisión que yo había tomado aún antes de conocerlo y perdió la guerra, cobarde se fue bloqueándome de su vida ...